I found myself dreaming
In silver and gold
Like a scene from a movie
That every broken heart knows
We were walking on moonlight
And you pulled me close
Split second and you disappeared
And then I was all alone
I woke up in tears
Lyrics: Like I’m Gonna Lose You, Meghan Trainor feat. John Legend
Inky: I needed a good cry … and a stiff whiskey.
The dreams have returned, the love lost and the sadness. I woke crying last night, and today has been a very subdued for me. That’s not my normal self, and my coworkers noticed. They asked what was going on. Most assumed I just needed space and finally gave it to me. I couldn’t answer their questions, and “I’m okay” wasn’t cutting it.
How do you tell them you are hurting because of a dream? How do you say you woke feeling your heart ripped from your chest, and your face covered in tears?
So, it’s music, a stiff whiskey and a good cry then hoped for exhaustion to quiet the dream..