in silver and gold…

hdwallpaper I found myself dreaming
In silver and gold
Like a scene from a movie
That every broken heart knows

We were walking on moonlight
And you pulled me close
Split second and you disappeared
And then I was all alone

I woke up in tears

Lyrics: Like I’m Gonna Lose You, Meghan Trainor feat. John Legend
Image: hdwallpaper
Inky: I needed a good cry … and a stiff whiskey.

The dreams have returned, the love lost and the sadness.  I woke crying last night, and today has been a very subdued for me.  That’s not my normal self, and my coworkers noticed.   They asked what was going on.   Most assumed I just needed space and finally gave it to me.  I couldn’t answer their questions, and “I’m okay” wasn’t cutting it.

How do you tell them you are hurting because of a dream?  How do you say you woke feeling your heart ripped from your chest, and your face covered in tears?

So, it’s music, a stiff whiskey and a good cry then hoped for exhaustion to quiet the dream..